Monster, Monsters hurting me
why you on this painful spree
tearing up my insides
don't know where I can hide
Feeling tired all the time
funny this should be my prime
I wish I got the reason why
or had an answer on standby
feeling like I'm being depressive
Monsters getting more possessive
Don't know how to bare this pain
Every minute is a strain
Fall asleep and try to dream
waken quick trying not to scream
startled by another shock
my confidence feels another knock
I know that this will not last
one day it will be in the past
the futures so uncertain though
hope the Monster learns to slow
'Chin up' they will say
other tell me they will pray
All this love and hope they show
I hope to God they never know
I can't find that girl inside
to myself I think I've lied
For all the changes I might make
doesn't make me not a fake
Being the girl thats so upbeat
everyday I feel a cheat
feeling like I want to cry
guess I must carry on this lie
Feeling like I don't deserve
All these problems caused by some nerves
Hope they know I'm not ungrateful
Promise it's not that I'm hateful
The Monster really is my curse
Everyday I'm feeling worse
All the time feeling weaker
Yes, I know I'll hear the speaker
Telling me that this will pass
Reminding me not to be ass
But this pain is here to stay
doesn't matter what they say
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