Tomorrow is a blank page

Hi folks, today has been tough, very very tough.  There was another tube strike which causes havoc in the city.  It took me 4 buses to get to work, 2 broke down, one the wheel was loose and the others ramp (wheelchair access) got stuck.  I had worked myself up that much on the journey that when I got to Liverpool I had to go to MacDonalds and be sick.  I am finding more and more that situations that I would normally be capable of handling I can't at the moment.  I get really nervous, jittery, but I will not give into these feeling, I think it is the Monster trying to test my will power, taking to make me give up and stay home but I won't.

I also find it really really hard to keep concentration on things, as soon as I am in pain it is like trying to solve a puzzle with bad toothache, not really a goer.  Anyway I am not whinging I have had a successful day, I got to work and got home, I down 4 to go.  I am excited to be back and everyone was so lovely to me today which was nice.  One day at a time I guess, just each day as they come.  I don't think I will be taking over the world anytime this week but I will get to work which is a bonus.

My big bro left a lovely comment on a previous post - 'The point is. This is your story. Tomorrow is a blank page, fill it with who you want to be. Not who you think you are.'  I think that this is lovely.  I shall definitely try to take his advise.  Love my Brothers more than anything in the world.I am very lucky to have them and my parents and my family and friends.  Tell you what folks I am very very lucky in a million different ways.


Anyway I am off to sleep


night night xxxxx